I was chatting with him that evening. I never expected anything to happen, so i sat with my sister while chatting with him. Then , he suggested we play a yes/no game. I was bored so I agreed. We asked each other stupid stuffs like, "are you gay", or something like that. Then he asked if I had someone in my mind that i might like. I said yes. I asked him the same question, he also said yes. Then, we asked each other goofy stuffs again. Then he asked me about that guy I like. I asked him about that gal he liked. At that same, he was chatting with my sister, saying that, that was Alex. Then came the last question. Before he asked me the last question, he told me to be alone. Then I did so. After that, he asked me whether that guy that I like is him. I said yes. Then, I asked if that girl he liked is me. He said yes. After that, he told that he had to go, there's this family thing. Then we said goodbye. He left me wondering if the person that I chatted with was him or his brother...
That night, I couldn't sleep. I kept thinking about what was going to happen next. I cried and asked myself, "what if it is all a lie, pretense". I kept on crying. Then I remembered that I hadn't finished my homework, so I went to my sister's room. In case I don't know anything. My sister knew how I felt. When I was talking to her about some stupid thing, I talked as if I couldn't breathe. My sister was looking at me with a weird face. Then tears rolled down my face. Before I knew it, my face was soaking wet. I wiped my face. Then, my sister hugged me, trying to give me comfort. No matter how hard she tried, I kept on crying, and crying until my I had no more tears left to shed. She just let me cry. She knew that i should let it all out. Express myself. Then i stopped crying. My sister said, " Don't worry, if he lied, I'm going to kill him, but foe now, you're going to have to trust him," So, I did as she said, and I trusted him. Then, when I finished my homework, I went to bed, hoping that thing will look brighter in the morning.
As night passed by, it was morning. I got ready for school, and ate with my sisters. My mother suspected something. I don't usually keep quiet. There's always something I talk about, I'm talkative:). Then we went in the car. We kept really quiet in the car. Because of time passing by so quickly during the ride, we were in school before we knew it. Then it was time for class. Then it was second break. I was going to the science laboratory, while he was going to the Malay class. The Malay class is right above the science laboratory. He had ICT before the second break. I always go to the computer room during break time. Then, I bumped into him. He gave me a gift. I was confused and I just said thanks. Then we took off. I walked with Farina to the science lab.
After my science lesson, I waited for him and walked with him to get to the gate. Nothing came out of our mouth. We both were clueless, and didn't know what to say. Then we went to our homes. Then that evening, we chatted together. I asked him,"you know, yesterday, was it you, or someone else?" He said it was him. I hesitated to believe him. Then he said, "please believe me, trust me, I trust you!" Then I said I trust him. Then I talked to him about my past, the secrets that i could never tell anyone. He listened to everything I had to say. I told him about the past that I couldn't let go. He said that he will help me and guide me. He said that he is my GUARDIAN ANGEL!
